lessons learned

Here is a shocker...I have made mistakes, some that I am not proud of, they made me look inept, some I was able to get out of...aka divorce.  Everyday I remind myself that my mistakes are lessons learned and have made me who I am today. I consider myself fairly smart, then I do something, usually in the name of love that make me think I am not quite as smart as I profess to be.  The need to be loved, has caused me to make decisions that were so poor that after I made them I came to the realization that I needed to stop thinking with my heart. Things so foolish that I cannot tell anyone or hardly believe that I was that gullible ... now moving forward another lesson learned and another reason I am not putting myself out there....

you are worthy

Believing you are worthy and deserve love is hard. When you have been through challenging times and feel you cannot risk another heartbreak, quietly love comes into your life and you have to make a choice of whether to embrace it or not allow it in. Life is challenging and there are many things from our past that change who we are. Accepting the past is hard for me and "letting it go" is even harder. I choose to not let it go all the way, I allow it to be a presence in my soul, knowing that I can overcome the biggest, ugliest challenges and they have made me a stronger and better woman because of them. I love harder, more intensely and have the ability to open myself up to possible rejection, but also the possibility to love purer.

Blessings Friends  💗

resurrecting my blog

I have made numerous tries in keeping a blog site active, usually I become distracted and time gets away from me. This is a time in our country where we need as much positivity and kindness as we can send out into the universe. I am going to try again and hold myself accountable.

Be kind to each other.